Black dog sitting in the snow outside

Dear Sik,
From the time your mama koko went into birth, I knew I would be gifted something truly amazing. As I helped her push you out and clean you off I knew, without a doubt, you had chosen me and we would find a way to be together.. between all of my injuries and your love, nothing could break our spirit.
When we became homeless and lived in the car, your mama bear koko, you and I.. was some of the best times looking back. Morning hikes everyday, living on Mt Hood. Endless adventures and things to explore.. in my heart I know that we have each other one the absolute best lives and adventures that only handfuls could try to compete with… and as I sit here crying trying to put into words how much you mean to me I know that words will never be able to comprehend the connection and bond that you and I made big boy. You're my soul and I’m broken and lost without you right now. I know you sent Rambo to us not only because he deserved saving, but you wanted to lessen the aching in my soul… it hides it sometimes through the day but I yearn to feel your hugs and kisses and whines to wake me up. I know you're up playing with Sampson and princess and Bay and all the pups I’d known before.. but you're my heart and soul and I’m broken without you. I hope that I gave you the life you deserved.. and I hate that I let so many days slip away wasted on people who didn’t deserve a second of my time compared to the years I desire to still have with you..
With all the love in every inch of my body and all of my soul, I will miss you and think of you until I get to embrace you again my big Sik-Ee-poo… wait for us.. <3 <3 <3 -Dad (Rob)